So if this gets into the wrong hands it could be interesting to try and explain. Alright so I made out with this boy and personally I guess that it kinda got out of hand, not too much. We didn't do it of course but it just got out of hand really. Well now it is akward, like I think he likes me but for all the wrong reasons. We tried doing a movie night but again got out of hand. Not that I didn't like it but I want someone that I can cuddle with and he won't try anything but just to lay there in each others company. I feel like I let myself down and I want to beat myself up for it. It seems like I am doing good in certain areas like school and handling my life and time but not so good in other things. I think I was so desperate to get that certain attention that I got it in a way that I don't want it. I just feel so stupid for doing something like this. I know I have to pick myself up but now I have to focus on my studies and not my personal needs or wants right now. If my true person comes along then great he does but not this way.
1 for stupid
0 for Marylynne
Great score!
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