Days on end

So days on end do I sit here and wonder why and how could I have gotten this far without any help. I have come to the conclusion that I am a work alcoholic which I think will turn to a horrible thing later in life. I think it is going to be a flaw, but what am I supposed to do? I hate sitting around and doing nothing. I mean I love those kinds of days but I like being on a schedule. Currently as I am writing this I am at the office. My boss is in the other room on his computer and I am in the other office loading pictures. It all works out though, I guess. Something draws me to work. I don't understand it at all. It is almost like having an addiction...almost. I have to overload myself or else I get really lazy and I won't and can't get anything done. I can't wait until I have the interview for my summer job, it will be so chaotic. I don't want to leave Vector since it is a cool place and all. Goodness sakes where else can we light a desk on fire with hand sanitizer and not get in trouble for it. Our boss starts it anyways.

I feel in a love triangle right now. Chris and I have been talking more and more but he is soo far away in Boca and I am in Daytona, that is a three hour difference. There are many people up here that I am attracted to and people that are attracted to me. For example one boundary that I will never EVER cross to the employee/manager relation. I won't stoop that low. It wouldn't be in my moral standard. Granted, yes I think my boss has an awesome personality and a really cool person but holy crap he is just as bad as I am about working. He works too darn much, well I guess I am not any better but still I go out with my friends and such. Like we are all shocked when we hear that he is not in the office.

My work is good but my home life is going up in smoke right now. Supposedly I have to start paying rent and I have to move out by November. Amber and Tony said I could move in with them but that would be really weird and awkward for all of us. I might take up the offer after the summer when I get back from Kentucky. It seems like summer is right here and yet so far away. I just want it to be here already. Oh well.

Ciao!